"Spirit of the Lord"
Often we live a life chasing after our expectations, which may be no more than dreams, then we react badly when those expectations are not met.
God has you exactly where he wants you at this point in your life. You have something to learn, and others will learn from you, good or bad.
What kind of example are you? How faithful are you? Do you treat others with compassion? Do you treat your body as the temple God intended?